I read a little bit more of On Agate Hill, but I'm not sure if I like where it's going right now. It started out as a diary from the main character's prospective and it's switch perspectives to the headmistress of a school. I'm not sure if I like the switch, since I don't really like the headmistress, but we'll see.
So I've been having a little issue regarding my boyfriend lately. We've been dating for well over a year but we've never talked about the future, which actually really bothers me. I'm the type of person who likes to plan everything out in advance - I hate not knowing what will happen. I've been trying to find the best time to bring it up, but every time I'm about to, something happens and I can't (For example, his sister had a major allergic reaction to a medicine and ended up in the hospital for 3 days). I don't just want to spring it on him, but I have to know what we're doing together and if being with him for all this time is actually going to be worth it.
Also, I feel like he takes my presence for granted. When he's gone, he texts me and tells me he loves me all the time. But he never does when he's here. I think it's one of those "you don't know what you've got til it's gone" type of things, but it's hard to tell. I don't really know what to do, but I feel like this is something to talk about with him when we talk about the future. I don't know. We'll see.
Sorry to go on and on about this, but it's really been bugging me lately, and since I obviously haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend about it, I felt this undying urge to post it all here.
In addition to obsessing over my boyfriend, I've developed a fixation with nail polish. I got some on sale at The Icing, and I've basically been painting them since Christmas. We're not allowed to wear nail polish in marching band, so it's nice to be able to wear it again. I feel so girly!
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